Wednesday, January 28, 2009

GUNNER.


dear gunner,
I'm sorry i sucked at changing ur water
and I'm sorry i never got you a Lola
you were the best pet ever just like a puppy but in fish form
i will miss you dearly you were the BEST
(i never thought I'd cry over a fish)
gahh he wasn't just a fish you know!
he was something i really wanted i got him for my birthday
from a very special friend (thanks Valerie).

R.I.P BABY G

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Monday, January 26, 2009

1234....5678...

i wanna come over again
because i miss that smell.
dont you come back
dont you go there
i wanna come over again
solely becasue i miss that smell
but dont you dare take me back...


he's got no choice now but to let go.
dont take him back dont you dare take him back
who cares if he misses the smell
who cares if it makes him feel well.
dont take him back
stop feeding his soul you've already took control.

dont you get it!!!
THE WEEKEND IS OVER
THE WEEKEND IS OVER
THE WEEKEND IS OVER

Sunday, January 25, 2009

weekend.


THIS WEEKEND MY FRIEND BECAME A CALL GIRL.
CASARA TURNED 21 YAY NO MORE FAKE NAMES!!
SHE'S A BIT UPSET ABOUT DRINKING LEGALLY ..
shes also upset with me because i did not attend
her b day celebration and i completely understand.
I AM TRULY SORRY!!!
so as a punishment for what i have done
casara is not going to hang out with me
for an entire month
and if this does happen i'd like everyone to know
THE FEB 26TH WILL BE A VERY CRAZY/INTERESTING DAY.
MARK YOUR CALENDARS BITCHES!!!

love ya bitch see ya soon???

Friday, January 23, 2009

spic and span


i weigh 111lbs
son of a bitch!

i have this thing

where i think im real sick
but i wont go to the doctors to find out about it
cause they make you stay real still
in a real small space as they chart up your insides
and put them on display
they'd see all of me.


gahh i have a doc appt.

WANNA BE

i wanna be like those girls on myspace
that have it all set up with i dont have time for drama
quotes like everywhere
they say they are tired of the drama and the haters
but they devote their entire page to them
i bet their supposed haters dont even care about them
yeah i want that hahahha
and then i want "good friends"
to leave me comments like yeah fuck those haters
ur soo much prettier and all these confidence boost comments
hahah
when really they are just stirring shit
hoping "the haters" see the comments so they can
start more drama causse thats the only way they get attention
yeahhh i hella want that
start fake drama with me
hahaahah'
k .

Thursday, January 22, 2009

bitch ass thumb blood bubble


ewwwwy

son of a bitch

I JUT HURT MYSELF SOOOO FUCKING BAD!!!
I WISH SOMEONE WOULD COME BEAT ME UP
SO I COULD BE MAD ABOUT THAT INSTEAD

MY FINGER NAIL WILL FALL OFFF
ACCORDING TO MY GRANDMOTHER, FATHER, MOTHER, BROTHER AND SISTER
THANKS FOR THE SUPPORT GYS!!!
I CANT EVEN TYPE
STUPID STUPID THUMB

my fish and i

my fish dreams a lot because hes always sleeping
i dream so much but I'm hardly sleeping.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

in loving memory of my LX.











someone out there
found my lx and probably
thinks im hella weird
because of my notes
emails pictures
and all the other shit
i had on there
=[.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

HISTORY!!!


OBAMAS SPEECH,
SAY WHAT YOU WANT I REALLY LIKED HIS SPEECH MAYBE IT WONT BE CARVED IN STONE BUT THATS NOT WHAT MATTERS, WHAT MATTERS IS WHAT HE WILL DO AND WHAT WE DO.

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/28751183/


For us, they packed up their few worldly possessions and traveled across oceans in search of a new life.

For us, they toiled in sweatshops and settled the West; endured the lash of the whip and plowed the hard earth.

For us, they fought and died, in places like Concord and Gettysburg; Normandy and Khe Sahn.

Time and again these men and women struggled and sacrificed and worked till their hands were raw so that we might live a better life. They saw America as bigger than the sum of our individual ambitions; greater than all the differences of birth or wealth or faction.

This is the journey we continue today. We remain the most prosperous, powerful nation on Earth. Our workers are no less productive than when this crisis began. Our minds are no less inventive, our goods and services no less needed than they were last week or last month or last year. Our capacity remains undiminished. But our time of standing pat, of protecting narrow interests and putting off unpleasant decisions — that time has surely passed. Starting today, we must pick ourselves up, dust ourselves off, and begin again the work of remaking America.

exactly what people like my parents came here for, change and freedom. though it wasn't instantly gained as soon as they crossed into the states
sure there was struggles, poverty, rejection, segregation, and many other let downs
but they continued to fight for moments like this.

we've all got great expectations for President Obama, but lets not forget we
also need to contribute in order to achieve the change we want.

congrats obama wooooop!!!!!
=D.




Monday, January 19, 2009

I FUCKING LOVE IT

WHEN GIRLS WHO ALWAYS THOUGHT THEY WERE
"ALL THAT IN A BAG OF CHIPS"(LOL)
GET FAT.

MAKES ME SMILE AND SHIT.
=D.

you learn something new everyday

today i learned that June 20th
is said to be the happiest day of the year
the day before summer...
weird but ok
im gonna go spend 350$ on
a god damn new phone because
i had way too much fun this weekend and
lost my lx =[
sad but life goes on

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Thursday, January 15, 2009

it is I



im on my last two cookies =[.

casara and i

Are surfing the internet.

i was

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

lighthouses


why are they so creepy?
but pretty and very intriguing...
i dont know why but when i think about
lighthouses i think about unicorns
and (sea horses cause of the vid on youtube)
like i almost feel like they dont exists like
unicorns you know?
weird.




every time we drive
by this i feel like its gonna
fall on top of us.

not a thousand beers can keep us from feeling so all alone.



the phone is a fine invention it allows me to talk endlessly to you
about nothing disguising my intentions
which im afraid, my friend, are wildly untrue

wwtd



I'm superstitious
because I'm Mexican

I've got to get better, its all in my head

I really need to start calling people back...
And I really got to start answering my phone...
I suck at it and I'm so sorry!!
If you text I promise ill reply.

I feel

Like I did one million situps
And then threw up 235 times
My abs are sooo fucking sore!!!!!!
Idk why

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Monday, January 12, 2009

Sunday, January 11, 2009

old self blog.






this lady

is AMAZING.

god damn


this man is hot.

this is what i meant.

i said i missed life before the internet
well this is exactly what i meant.
i love this ad.
<3

i cleaned my bedroom today






mainly because i had a dirty dream.
my clothes doesnt fit in my closet
gunner seems upset i have no idea why...
i love him.

we're in the middle of a resession, depression, or slowdown what ever ya wanna call it and all i can do is SHOP and drink.










Saturday, January 10, 2009

ive been thinking..





about summer so all my shopping
has been influenced by summer and now i have a
shitload of summer clothes and its still winter around here
but i did get a hella cool umbrella ella eh eh eh!

Friday, January 9, 2009

I miss

Life before the internet.
Lets hang out everyone

Thursday, January 8, 2009

sol and i

Sol: u know what my fav word is??

Mari: biiiiaaatch??

Sol: back fat.

Mari: eewwww that's dirty!

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

MY LOVELY NYE

<3

I LOOK NAKED

PRETTY

HELLA 09

HAHAHA

CASARA WANTED SOME AS WELL

TEXTING QUEEN

BONITAS

BLOWERS...

YIKES

HARD

SOLIE OLIE

STATUE OF LIBERTY LOL.

MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS:
1. quit smoking. (ciggs)
2.shop less, save money