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violet and i are gonna buy guns! we will get our license tomorrow!

evenings

ive been lost in this outta control mess
that i dont consider so out of control unless its from an outside perspective

RUN WILD LIVE FREE.

easy can be hard

obsession
obsession
stay calm stay clam
we're all scared of tons of things
but we cant let it go
just drop it baby
its ok if they talk
its ok if they assume
they've got nothing better to do
lets just ride all over the place
lets just hide in the stress
its not like its over its not like its ever over
stay calm we're all scared around here
stay calm baby dont sweat it
maybe im hopeless but im always up to something
making up my mind is the hardest thing to do
i debate everyday
over tiny things over giant things
should i pee should i sleep?
should i walk? should i run? should i slide?
do you have a problem? do i have a problem??
stay calm lover.
i think i wanna see you i think i might go see you
bad ideas we're all so full of bad ideas when will we ever learn??
really!
maybe i dont want to maybe im having fun
judge me judge me
you'd love to be me for a day
you'd love to be me for a day
you'd hate yourself the next morning



















for being me..

how can you not just smile!! if you are a girl and this song does nothing for you you must not be a girl!

Dancing Queen - ABBA

dance dance dance

everybody but me
go away creeps
and all i need is some water
some good friends
with honest smiles and heartfelt laughs

so if everyone else please just go away
ill miss you much
but we'll all be fine..

and all i need is some water
some good friends and heartfelt smiles

gay cliche (sorry wanda sykes..)

im stoned alone and casara got me thinking back
to the god ol 90's =D.
AND SHIT
LIKE KICK BALLL I WAS SOOOO GOOD AT KICK BALL!
I PLAYED WITH THE BOYS IT WAS SOOO MUCH FUN!

LISA FRANK! OMG LISA FRANK! I LOVE THE SMELL OF IT
OH LISA FRANK!!!
HOW ADORABLY GAY AND HAPPY HER SHIT WAS!!!

not bad at all

for this billing cycle i only sent out
836 text messages!
80 international texts
and received
1,066 not bad at all maria!!
mom and pops would be proud!
it probably has a lot to do with not having a
phone for 2 weeks and having a fucked up thumb for the rest of the month

my horoscope

is soo on point hella freaky this is why i stopped reading it and here i am now reading it

break me down.

if i were as bold as to tell you
what a sight i think you are....

i'd hurt you so bad
your lips would never
feel a smile again.

maria.

everyday before i go to sleep i say to myself
maria try not to look like a bum tomorrow.. and brush ur hair!
but every morning when i wake up
i just don't give a fuck and i really need to fix that

kids

are soo lucky they get to lie everyday and be ok bunny my nephew just told me has a master he also told me he knows how to skatboard and that his dad taught him my brother has never stepped foot on a board! he also peed his pants today my mom asked if he had to pee and he said " no i already peed my pants " mom thought he was kidding till she saw his pants hahahah i love him!

i've been thinking

but its not making
much of a difference...

so self assured

why cant it be a little bit
why does it always have to be so much?
every thing is getting outta hand and i have no desire
in trying to control it.
and let me tell you one thing
if you think you've got it made
baby you must be insane
and one more thing
you've never had any sense of anything
especially style
its amazing how amazing you think you are

things they have been getting outta control but i dont care what you say cause imma keep livin anyway

ready

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hi

hi.... high?

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"THE BEST TWO NAM PARTY EVER"

WHO DOES THIS SHIT??

omg

last night was a blast =].

THIS SONG I LOVE

ITS JUST THE WAY IT IS

1. A foolish, unreasoning, or extravagant passion or attraction.

2. An object of extravagant, short-lived passion.

AND SOON IT WILL BE OVER

INFATUATION.

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note to self 2

remember to make a dance video to mother mothers love and truth
convince sol, casara, and valerie to do it with me..

NOTE TO SELF

Look up the clam chowder thing at the boardwalk
send mass text
stop sliding i will fall
stop dressing like a bum.

romance?

well this valentines day just went to prove
why im happy single
soo much drama revolves around one day
a simple i love you and a hang out should do.

whatever happened to the friendship part of this day??
i spent mine with my friends wasted as fuck and i loved it
and being lonely isn't all that bad.

im happy to say that i have never been let down on
valentines day because i always spend it with friends
rather than one person.

HAPPY UNIMAGINATIVE, CONSUMERIST ORIENTED, AND ENTIRELY
ARBITRARY, MANIPULATIVE AND SHALLOW INTERPRETATION
OF ROMANCE DAY!!
LOVE YA!

i feel like such a bitch..
when did i stop believing??

i miss you

and i dont know what you are
but im getting tired of waiting around.

this beautiful french man

tried to buy casara and i in euros and our damn friends cocked blocked!!
assholes!!
hahahaha look at him!!! he's perfect!!!!!!!!!!
damn you french man damn you!

under the influence of the blues

all one can do is shop.
i just bought way too many things
but all oh so worth it!!!
now im sad and broke
hooray!

dream.

vomiting. to see others vomiting in your dreams signifies false pretenses of people who try to take advantage of you.

casara

is a bitch that takes too fucking long to get ready. BITCH!

TOMORROW

Is valentines day...
i thank jebus for all my dirt bag guy friends
if i wasn't for them I'd have no one
to go out and party with tomorrow
thanks!
oh and sol cause her boyfriends moms birthday is tomorrow
=]. hahah
woop bitters unite at the bars tomorrow
woooooooooo
i got my heart shaped purse in the mail
today just in time for the festivities
yupeeee

aww yeeaaa

THESE MADE ME SMILE. TARGET+ POT=LOVE.

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=].

Alex asked if i could
do any celebrity i wanted to
who would it be...
first thought pharrell Williams
but then i thought to myself
that would be regular hot sex

i would do this man!
hes beautiful in every way
i mean I'd fuck pharrell (excuse my vocab)
but I'd like totally make love with Andre hes amazing!!!
JUST LOOK AT HIM!!
he probably has the best smile ever
just not in this photo hes obviously not
smiling .

I've figured it out!
(well Joana has)
i want someone I'd actually
want to call rather than text
someone i wouldn't mind calling
or them calling me that is it!
and of course the wonderful butterflies
<3

its probably just because its that time of the month.

the guy that gave me my slurpee was so
was so happy and full of life...
what was wrong with him??

even better question whats wrong with me?
i guess i asked my self that question because
i havent seen anyone that happy in a while
why would someone handing a slurpee to a little 5 foot nothing stoned
girl be so happy????

gah when did i become so pessimistic??
last i remember i was hated for being so god damn happy

what happened?

VALENTINES DAY.

gah i usually don't celebrate this thing
i hang out with friends and well they all have boyfriends this year
so im going to dinner with good ol Leon though i am his
valentine by no means is this a love date
hes like my gay friend (hes not gay) that i go shopping with have coffee
talk about life and get drunk with
besides we are celebrating his b day after dinner
and he even hung out with me in public when i had a colored eye lol
i love ya bitch!

i might hate you.

i dont know when i stopped all i know is that i did.
i dont know why i did it
i dont think i ever meant to
but im glad that i did.
i dont really care what you think
always pointing out the worst in me

i dont care what you think
i dont care what you think.

its such a mess

nothing like
this lady.

someone save me.

whatever makes you feel good.

sundays.

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under my umbrella

MICHEAL PHELPS.

smokes pot so do i and you probably do as well
so who fucking cares leave the poor guy alone
you freakin loved him 5 days ago
not like pot won him all those freakin medals
if anything it slowed him down
stop being so god damn uptight
we all smoke fucking pot so deal with it assholes.

love maria.

casara and i

are friends again!!!
=D.
and she bought me a fish named bruce lee lol

WORK

whats to say i deserve this more than they do?
i feel bad.
i dont have kids or bills
but i have a job
they have kids and bills but no job
i think deep down somewhere inside of me i wanted to get laid off
maybe just to start over.....
and i feel bad for that.

stupid economy

mommy you'll find a job.
<3

hey you

lets not have a breakdown
don't you have another breakdown.

TODAY I PICTURED

THE PERFECT DRESS IN MY HEAD
SO IM GOING FABRIC SHOPPING
BECAUSE GUESS WHAT!!?!?!?!?!
THE MACHINE WORKS IT WORKS!!!!!!
YEEEEE
<3

i love them.