Saturday, May 16, 2009
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
and maybe this is shallow
but i just wanna shop
its the only thing that can possibly make
me feel great
right now
=/.
LOLA
nothing makes sense
you dont even know why ur mad
or sad
if ur even any of them
its pretty fucking gay
and you piss me off.
IT MADE ME REALIZE HOW MUCH YOU WANNA GIVE AWAY JUST TO FEEL LOVED.
What is fake and what is true?
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
why couldnt this bitch be from fucking utah or something.
I HEAR SHE'S PUTTING THAT STUFF UP HER NOSE.

I was of poor folk
But my mother had a rabbit fur coat
And a girl of less character pushed her down the L.A. River
Hand over that rabbit fur coat
She put a knife to her throat
Hand over that rabbit fur coat
When my ma refused, the girl kicked dirt on her blouse
Stay away from my mansion house
My mother really suffered for that
Spent her life in a gold plated body cast
Now, you ask, did she get that girl back?
She paid a visit to that mansion house
She knew the girl was not there
But her father was in cufflinks with slicked-back black hair
He invited her in, they never sang a note
But she took off that rabbit fur coat
And who do you think came home?
Miss so and so
She took one look at my ma and what did she say?
""Why are you stealing from my mansion house?""
No, I'm in love with Mr. so and so
He invited me in, I'm a girl no more
Then she dragged my ma out by her throat
Hand over that rabbit fur coat
Let's move ahead twenty years, shall we?
She was waitressing on welfare, we were living in the valley
A lady says to my ma you treat your girl as your spouse
You can live in a mansion house
And so we did
And I became a 100.000 dollar kid
When I was old enough to realize, wiped the dust from my mother's eyes
It's all this for that rabbit fur coat
But I'm not bitter about it
I've packed up my things and let them have at it
And the fortune faded, as fortunes often do
And so did that mansion house
Where my ma is now, I don't know
She was living in her car, I was living on the road
And I hear she's putting that stuff up her nose
And still wearing that rabbit fur coat
But mostly I'm a hypocrite
I sing songs about the deficit
But when I sell out and leave Omaha, what will I get?
A mansion house and a rabbit fur coat
Monday, May 11, 2009
good lookin.
Maria Alvarez ur hair is so intense.

Sunday, May 10, 2009
Saturday, May 9, 2009
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!!!
So I decided I should live for her and do everything she didn't do and that's my excuse for being drunk this morning, for being late, for being hung over at 11am, for barfing in the restroom at work, for always staying out too late druing the week, for getting high, for dancing on bars, for walking on freeways, for riding in trunks, for breaking things when I'm drunk and angry, for starting drama at bars, for giving lap dances, for crying cause i ate too much, for living
=)
RIGHT! if only it was that easy.
mothers day is tomorrow
but i cant figure out what to wear to go get her something..
sometimes the most meaningless things are the most difficult
dress???? shorts????? jeans?????
gahhhhhhhh
its Saturday i refuse to wear jeans!!!
i refuse i refuse!




















