now and then

Well I've been stuck in many heads including yours I'd like it very much if you'd let me go.
I'm gonna break your heart pretty soon cause that's just what I tend to do. I'm doing things you wouldn't approve of. I'm doing things you'd hate to see. I'm doing things that would make you hate me. I used to wanna be the best at being with you. Eventually I got over the you in us. I don't blame you, its not your fault or mine.
We'll be fine.

the greatest

feist

sia

cat power

ahhh these bitches are fucking dope!!!

im in love with them all 3 of them!!!

my abc's for valerieeee

valerie is all around me hahah

A- asshole
B- bitch
C- cat power
D- delightful
E- excellent friend
F- fucker
G- gurk ass hoe
H- honda civic dust!!
I- I didn't know you smoked chewy bitch
J- janky ass internet!
K- kicksters fo life sann
L- luke croker
M- menthol
N- nothin but a G thang baby
O- on the mic is a queen
P- paid to poop
Q- qzar
R- ride or die chick hah
S- T U P I D when we go to the PUb we don't need ID
T- two phones
U- ugly bitches hatin
V- volcom wars
W- WHY YOU HELLA GAY!
X- bfs suck
Y- young lisa
Z- zebraaa

Love you bz hecka much!!!

wise

So in one month exactly I will be turning 23 ahhhh I don't know how that makes me feel. All I keep thinking about is that retarded blink 182 song that's all like "nobody likes you when ur 23" what if everyone hates me in a month cause I'll be 23 ahhhh son of a mothers lover....
Anyone I'm excited but not so much about being 23 just cause its my brithday fuck the numbers sann!
Anyway I'm not too sure on the exact plans but they are in the process
Welp I'm out this bitch.
Thanks for reading this valerie and.... uh probably just valerie.
Love ya

kinda like.

I really like putting cable on my head and walking all the way to my table without dropping it.
I like old shoes better than new ones.
I like not brushing my hair
I like stray cats
I like the way my stomach looks after I throw up from being soo drunk
I like yellow shoes
I like dresses with boots
I like hobo vests
I like grande soy no water no foam chi lattes
I like going to the beach and doing nothing
I like listing things I like
I like sunglasses I always wanna wear em but I forget
I like pretending my name is lola
I like dancing in my room
I like finger painting
I like big rings
I like weird necklaces
I like guys in flannels
I like beer

I love hys
I love baby bogart
I love jose
I love mayra
I love chima
I love my mom&pops
I love my bunny rabbit
I love amelie<3
I love me.

back when

back when everything was
so simple
back when we were closer
when we were careless
and free.
back when nothing mattered
when nothing brought us down
when everything was perfect and everyone was down
back when these weren't just memories
[just old pictures]

freeways

Smile it makes everything better. I'm soo happy right now its awesome! Love life suckas <3

lunch time.

I'm very sick its nasty. Today at lunch probably around 12:45pm I took a gynormous gulp of water. It felt amazing, until I got a sudden uncontrolable urge to cough. You know the kind when you are in class or somewhere quiet and you just have to cough as much as you don't want to? That kind of cough! I couldn't even try to hold it in it just sprayed out! Well not just out it sprayed all over my sisters face and my boss sweatshirt. It was a great moment. I don't know why stupid shit like this happens to me I guess I'm just cool.

no myspace

my name is maria i have decided not to go on myspace
my closet is color cordinated, sometimes i get so angry at it i just want to tear it apart
and mix the colors like an m&m bag.
but i never do it because it would only piss me off more when i have to put it back in order
im bad news when im angry and drunk
im bad news
when im sober and sad
im bad news when im just being myself.
i have this thing for the name lola i think its amazing
and i wish she existed.
i live in california
i dont tan or wear flip flops everyday
my boobs are real and my hair is far from blonde
and i pretty much love myself

goodnight.

crap.

the day i didn't want to come has already passed
surprisingly enough im ok.
actually i think im great

i've been watching t.v all day and it got me thinking
about nothing so i got mad and put it on mute
and made up my own dialogue.

to make matters worse my sidekick has been acting up all day
today and yesterday i finally fixed it. actually i lied i didnt fix anything

it just started working on its own. i've been thinking and well my sidekick is very important

and she doesnt have a name so im looking for a name its just not right that she means
soooo much to me and doesn't even have her own name just sidekick like everyone else.
so after thinking for about 3 minutes i decided on AMELIE.

this blog is going no where.

goodbye.

the match

this is me. i like kites.

ben is learning how to pose! good job ben!!

ben taught her that!!

valerie was learning how to hold a beer.

logan looks dandy

homerun!!!

valerie getting ready to say wtf!

this is isaac he was gone for a minute

but now hes back so let him hit it!

after eric wins superbowls he likes to make heart

warming melodies.

victor says fuck you

thank jeez for football.

if you must know we are thinking about the

man with the braided chin.

got boogers he wants you to see.

eric and victor like to half smile.

this is valerie and i we like to smile.