no myspace

my name is maria i have decided not to go on myspace
my closet is color cordinated, sometimes i get so angry at it i just want to tear it apart
and mix the colors like an m&m bag.
but i never do it because it would only piss me off more when i have to put it back in order
im bad news when im angry and drunk
im bad news
when im sober and sad
im bad news when im just being myself.
i have this thing for the name lola i think its amazing
and i wish she existed.
i live in california
i dont tan or wear flip flops everyday
my boobs are real and my hair is far from blonde
and i pretty much love myself

goodnight.