Thursday, July 31, 2008


I FEEL BETTER
ILL BE OK
ID LIKE TO SAY THANK YOU FOR BEING
A GREAT FRIEND
FALL OUT NEVER WILL WE

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

one thing i can do nothing about.

it was always a mess

portable

this was a nice day at the zoo


my old dolce<3


she needed help smiling aww b day girl!


it wasnt my b day but i was wasted anyway

back when becky and i were becky and i

idk

my pac shirt miss you!


mayra and i

casara casara y yo!

i look like an alien here and cool one

this bitch is always loitering!

you've got to get better said its all in Ur head we could live through these letters or forget it all together<3
-tbs

waiting room

I don't wanna go cause I don't wanna know!
I feel like a stupid sissy little cunt because I'm all fucking shook up over nothing
I'm sad for reasons I don't even know or reasons I choose not to expose..
VALERIE REMEMBER WHEN THIS USED TO BE US
=D. =D
And this was the person we used to make fun of
=[ ??
Well now I feel like her...
I don't like it I hope that today we can hang out and be happy and also that neither of us is gonna die because that would suck the funny out if this world..

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

she always knows what to say


NOT FALLING OUT


FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

EJRNHGOUERJE;RGKE'ROGK

SOMEONE MAKE HAPPY PLEASEE.

presidents and assholes

shes an asshole

they win

im obviously an asshole

we like to pee

i fuck up toes!


posin

FINCH AND SKSK SHOW IN SF













theres hella more about 500 and something more but im not down so just look at these.

woah

I feel fucking weird
I've never felt this weird before......
Idk what to do
Someone take me somewhere extra fun and ultra bright ASAP!

Monday, July 28, 2008

i iwsh i knew

wtf is wrong with me cause I'm sitting here and I'm not well
but i don't think I'm sick
web md says I'm depressed and or stressed
i cant say that I'm not but i don't think that i am
these fucking panic attacks should go eat shit
and let me live my life
now I'm all fucking scared of anything that requires harder breathing
maybe ill just sit around in my room forever and never exhaust myself
or maybe i should go run a million miles and just fucking die...
no i shouldn't do that i love living
i made a couple decisions that i hope i can go through with

cut waayyyy down on my drinking
which leads to cutting down on smoking
practice breathing as dumb as that sounds but apparently i cant control it and that's why this happens to me.
i decided to go vegetarian its been like 2 weeks?? i think
its hard cause I'm not eating much at all anymore i guess i just gotta be more open minded and try all that vegi shit cause ill I've been eating is rice if anything.
anyway no one is ever gonna read this so i don't even know why i bother if you do read all this shit id like to know it'd be nice...
well i suppose i just have to learn how to calm down and breathe and thats harder that it sounds so dont make fun of me pricks!
im out this piece
lots a love
maria.

YOU

FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
I DON'T KNOW HOW WE GOT TO WHERE WE ARE TODAY
BUT FUCK YOU FOR IT
CAUSE WE'RE HERE BECAUSE OF YOU SO FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
I HATE YOU
HERE WE ARE AND HERE I AM TO SAY FUCK YOU AND ONLY YOU
FUCK YOU!!!!!!
Despite of what I may have done and besides what you did all I wanna say to you is fuck you
Fuck you
Fuck you!!!!
I hate you so much
I've never felt this way towards anyone before
I never felt this way about you before
And I want you to know that I hate you now I hate you
So fuckk you
Fuck you
Fuck you!!!!

Sunday, July 27, 2008

THE THINGS THAT I CARRY

yes i carry this man in my bag!
these are similar but im pretty sure mine are better looking
i bought this for myself
just the lipstick not all that other shit
idk maybe someone might need a battery!! like those heart attack commercials
i carry a sharpie cause people always want me signing their shit
mmmmm 27's
i fucken loveeeeee carmex to the max bitch
this book cause im reading it
lotion because someone always needs it
my baby

there also a belt in my bag i couldnt find a photo of it so sorry
and theres a baby toothe brush from the jap store baby tooth paste and
hella pieces of paper.
goodbye.

Wednesday, July 23, 2008