maybe.

if we talked we could tell each other our bad news
and not feel so bad
maybe if we acted like real friends (not that we aren't real friends you know what i mean)
we wouldn't have to write these blogs

I'm lazy as well
and I'm always tired as hell
and let me tell you my work isn't any more
pleasant than yours..

but i guess we're all different

anyway this is no big deal and i don't want to make it a big deal
so call me when Ur phase has passed by
and we can hang out.

BTW
here is whats been going on since "you've been gone" (haha)

i quit food all together for 7 days
my cousin is addicted to meth
i quit wine.
i broke Paulina's pipe and she doesn't know it
and i don't think i have the heart to tell her
i think my anxiety bull shit is coming back
idk what else to say
goodnight.