Tuesday, July 29, 2008

FINCH AND SKSK SHOW IN SF













theres hella more about 500 and something more but im not down so just look at these.

woah

I feel fucking weird
I've never felt this weird before......
Idk what to do
Someone take me somewhere extra fun and ultra bright ASAP!

Monday, July 28, 2008

i iwsh i knew

wtf is wrong with me cause I'm sitting here and I'm not well
but i don't think I'm sick
web md says I'm depressed and or stressed
i cant say that I'm not but i don't think that i am
these fucking panic attacks should go eat shit
and let me live my life
now I'm all fucking scared of anything that requires harder breathing
maybe ill just sit around in my room forever and never exhaust myself
or maybe i should go run a million miles and just fucking die...
no i shouldn't do that i love living
i made a couple decisions that i hope i can go through with

cut waayyyy down on my drinking
which leads to cutting down on smoking
practice breathing as dumb as that sounds but apparently i cant control it and that's why this happens to me.
i decided to go vegetarian its been like 2 weeks?? i think
its hard cause I'm not eating much at all anymore i guess i just gotta be more open minded and try all that vegi shit cause ill I've been eating is rice if anything.
anyway no one is ever gonna read this so i don't even know why i bother if you do read all this shit id like to know it'd be nice...
well i suppose i just have to learn how to calm down and breathe and thats harder that it sounds so dont make fun of me pricks!
im out this piece
lots a love
maria.

YOU

FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
I DON'T KNOW HOW WE GOT TO WHERE WE ARE TODAY
BUT FUCK YOU FOR IT
CAUSE WE'RE HERE BECAUSE OF YOU SO FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
I HATE YOU
HERE WE ARE AND HERE I AM TO SAY FUCK YOU AND ONLY YOU
FUCK YOU!!!!!!
Despite of what I may have done and besides what you did all I wanna say to you is fuck you
Fuck you
Fuck you!!!!
I hate you so much
I've never felt this way towards anyone before
I never felt this way about you before
And I want you to know that I hate you now I hate you
So fuckk you
Fuck you
Fuck you!!!!

Sunday, July 27, 2008

THE THINGS THAT I CARRY

yes i carry this man in my bag!
these are similar but im pretty sure mine are better looking
i bought this for myself
just the lipstick not all that other shit
idk maybe someone might need a battery!! like those heart attack commercials
i carry a sharpie cause people always want me signing their shit
mmmmm 27's
i fucken loveeeeee carmex to the max bitch
this book cause im reading it
lotion because someone always needs it
my baby

there also a belt in my bag i couldnt find a photo of it so sorry
and theres a baby toothe brush from the jap store baby tooth paste and
hella pieces of paper.
goodbye.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

BUNNY

=].


I'm not gonna die...
Am I???

A.lo: hope not. The world is more interesting with you in it.
=].

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

i miss being this close


i miss being this weird

i miss being this careless

idk whats wrong ive been fucking
lost and out of it lately
i want to be normal again
=[.

Monday, July 14, 2008

Friday, July 11, 2008

EL MISTERIO


THERE'S A MYSTERY MAN
HE'S GOT A BROWN BAG
HE'S A SKINNY FUCKING LAD
HE'S A SLACKER AND A SMOKER
HE WAS PROBABLY ONCE A TOKER
THE BIGGEST MYSTERY ABOUT THIS MAN
IS THAT GOD DAMN BROWN BAG
I ALWAYS TRY TO SNEAK A PEAK BUT EVERYTIME
I TRY TO PEEP THE MYSTERY MAN COMES IN

WTF IS IN THAT BROWN BAG??????

Thursday, July 10, 2008

SCENTS



I LOVE THE SMELL OF PART # HHG5, IT REMINDS ME OF LISA FRANK BINDERS. TAKES ME BACK TO FOURTH GRADE. I REMEMBER THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL SOME FAT BITCH LINDSAY WAS ALL LIKE " THIS IS THE FOURTH GRADE LINE THE SECOND GRADE LINE IS BACK THERE!!" I WAS ALL DUMB AND SHY ALL I SAID WAS "I AM IN FOURTH GRADE" AND SHE LAUGHED AT ME! WHAT A CUNT SHE WAS JUST MAD CAUSE SHE WAS BIG AND FAT, SHE PROBABLY STILL IS.

THE BATHROOM AT WORK CONTINUES TO SMELL LIKE FRUIT LOOPS ITS ASTONISHING I LOVE IT AND HATE FOR THESE REASONS
I LOVE IT BECAUSE
1. FRUIT LOOPS SMELLS HELLA BOMB!
2. IT REMINDS ME OF SITTING AT THE TABLE AT 7AM WITH MY SISTERS WEARING A PINK AND TEAL JACKET.
I HATE IT BECAUSE
1. NOW INSTEAD OF REMINDING ME OF BEING 10 EATING FRUIT LOOPS WHILE WEARING A PINK AND TEAL JACKET IT REMINDS ME OF POOP.
2. I CAN'T ENJOY FRUIT LOOPS ANYMORE =(.
WELL BACK TO WORK
LOVERS.

the apartment