you've got to get better said its all in Ur head we could live through these letters or forget it all together<3
-tbs
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
waiting room
I don't wanna go cause I don't wanna know!
I feel like a stupid sissy little cunt because I'm all fucking shook up over nothing
I'm sad for reasons I don't even know or reasons I choose not to expose..
VALERIE REMEMBER WHEN THIS USED TO BE US
=D. =D
And this was the person we used to make fun of
=[ ??
Well now I feel like her...
I don't like it I hope that today we can hang out and be happy and also that neither of us is gonna die because that would suck the funny out if this world..
I feel like a stupid sissy little cunt because I'm all fucking shook up over nothing
I'm sad for reasons I don't even know or reasons I choose not to expose..
VALERIE REMEMBER WHEN THIS USED TO BE US
=D. =D
And this was the person we used to make fun of
=[ ??
Well now I feel like her...
I don't like it I hope that today we can hang out and be happy and also that neither of us is gonna die because that would suck the funny out if this world..
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
NOT FALLING OUT
woah
I feel fucking weird
I've never felt this weird before......
Idk what to do
Someone take me somewhere extra fun and ultra bright ASAP!
I've never felt this weird before......
Idk what to do
Someone take me somewhere extra fun and ultra bright ASAP!
Monday, July 28, 2008
i iwsh i knew
wtf is wrong with me cause I'm sitting here and I'm not well
but i don't think I'm sick
web md says I'm depressed and or stressed
i cant say that I'm not but i don't think that i am
these fucking panic attacks should go eat shit
and let me live my life
now I'm all fucking scared of anything that requires harder breathing
maybe ill just sit around in my room forever and never exhaust myself
or maybe i should go run a million miles and just fucking die...
no i shouldn't do that i love living
i made a couple decisions that i hope i can go through with
cut waayyyy down on my drinking
which leads to cutting down on smoking
practice breathing as dumb as that sounds but apparently i cant control it and that's why this happens to me.
i decided to go vegetarian its been like 2 weeks?? i think
its hard cause I'm not eating much at all anymore i guess i just gotta be more open minded and try all that vegi shit cause ill I've been eating is rice if anything.
anyway no one is ever gonna read this so i don't even know why i bother if you do read all this shit id like to know it'd be nice...
well i suppose i just have to learn how to calm down and breathe and thats harder that it sounds so dont make fun of me pricks!
im out this piece
lots a love
maria.
but i don't think I'm sick
web md says I'm depressed and or stressed
i cant say that I'm not but i don't think that i am
these fucking panic attacks should go eat shit
and let me live my life
now I'm all fucking scared of anything that requires harder breathing
maybe ill just sit around in my room forever and never exhaust myself
or maybe i should go run a million miles and just fucking die...
no i shouldn't do that i love living
i made a couple decisions that i hope i can go through with
cut waayyyy down on my drinking
which leads to cutting down on smoking
practice breathing as dumb as that sounds but apparently i cant control it and that's why this happens to me.
i decided to go vegetarian its been like 2 weeks?? i think
its hard cause I'm not eating much at all anymore i guess i just gotta be more open minded and try all that vegi shit cause ill I've been eating is rice if anything.
anyway no one is ever gonna read this so i don't even know why i bother if you do read all this shit id like to know it'd be nice...
well i suppose i just have to learn how to calm down and breathe and thats harder that it sounds so dont make fun of me pricks!
im out this piece
lots a love
maria.
YOU
FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
I DON'T KNOW HOW WE GOT TO WHERE WE ARE TODAY
BUT FUCK YOU FOR IT
CAUSE WE'RE HERE BECAUSE OF YOU SO FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
I HATE YOU
HERE WE ARE AND HERE I AM TO SAY FUCK YOU AND ONLY YOU
FUCK YOU!!!!!!
Despite of what I may have done and besides what you did all I wanna say to you is fuck you
Fuck you
Fuck you!!!!
I hate you so much
I've never felt this way towards anyone before
I never felt this way about you before
And I want you to know that I hate you now I hate you
So fuckk you
Fuck you
Fuck you!!!!
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
I DON'T KNOW HOW WE GOT TO WHERE WE ARE TODAY
BUT FUCK YOU FOR IT
CAUSE WE'RE HERE BECAUSE OF YOU SO FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
I HATE YOU
HERE WE ARE AND HERE I AM TO SAY FUCK YOU AND ONLY YOU
FUCK YOU!!!!!!
Despite of what I may have done and besides what you did all I wanna say to you is fuck you
Fuck you
Fuck you!!!!
I hate you so much
I've never felt this way towards anyone before
I never felt this way about you before
And I want you to know that I hate you now I hate you
So fuckk you
Fuck you
Fuck you!!!!
Sunday, July 27, 2008
THE THINGS THAT I CARRY
there also a belt in my bag i couldnt find a photo of it so sorry
and theres a baby toothe brush from the jap store baby tooth paste and
hella pieces of paper.
goodbye.
and theres a baby toothe brush from the jap store baby tooth paste and
hella pieces of paper.
goodbye.
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
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